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Completed my last project presentation.. IAC. Should I be glad or not? Teacher praised me "wonderful work"! Heez! Of course not me individually but as a whole group. I might have done lots of peparation for my group but their presentation performance is even more important. I guess I was rather proud to have boon ou in my group. He did his presentation very well. I brief him thru & he did a gd job in elaborating for me. K was very calm & stable in his presentation. Somehow standing beside him do makes me go crazy for him too. He is just so cool! aha. omg. Aha! Attractive guy. Too bad I'm an attractive girl to him. Aha!
S.H.E's S'pore performance will be tml. Omg! I regret so much for not buying the tickets :( Sun Yanzi will be their special guest u know.. Haiz! Aha...nvm..Muz buy dvd. Even tough dont have sun yanzi at least still can watch their performance...
Now that things have settled down, it's time for my heart, mind & soul to settle down to study. I want to. I would love to. But I won't be able to see him anymore. Cuz this sem has ended & I won't e sharing the same IS module as him anymore. Will this frenship last? or end? Will we go in our seperate ways? Stay Tune. Aha!
Friday, January 05, 2007
Once again, I'm disappointed, sad & angry. I don't wish to be but once again & again negative actions & attitude is displayed right infront of me. In fact, the presentation is today but I tried asking teacher to postponed it next week. I succeeded it but I think winning is also losing. So in fact I didnt win at all. I won in achieving an extension by teacher but I lost in the unity of my grp. Does the fault lie on me? I guess so. We shouldn't blame others when problem occurs. I have failed as a leader. I cut eveything short before dismissing everyone after lesson. It was less than 5 mins only. He looked into my eyes which says that he is keen in talking to me but somehow I know he is not guility at all. I didnt talk to D & K at all. I was very angry with D for his playfulness, his uninterested attitude & ignorance. My disappointment in him is the deepest of all. He is my childhood fren. Yet, all these doings in juz this term has smashed the wonderful memories we had since we were pri 2. As for K, I really wanna talk to him. I wanna lean on him to find comfort & support, but I can't. When I saw him streaming in at 1.30pm to class, I couldn't look at him into the eyes, my heart aches. I feel like crying. Am I even sad or disappointed with him? I dont know & don't think so too.
I want to be understanding bcuz I'm ur fren but I'm also ur leader. What should I do?
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Had 2 full days of lessons these two days. Ytd I end at 7pm, today end at 6pm & had to rush to PSA there, at BreakThrough Mission Center to interview an ex-convict there who is the staff now though. Aha! Think I got to prepare an Appreciation Letter for them & give a small token of donation. Thin k I hope my father could go there & not return into the jail. Im have lots of emotion feelings when viewing the place there jus now.
After that, we took bus. Hoping to go vivo & have dinner. Yet, omg! We over shot the bus stop. Haiz! Think he was abit bad face but he was ok after tt. Haiz... Feel very sad jus now u know. But after we settle to have our dinner, things changed. We started toking to each other & laugh...share food. Guess that was when I really enjoyed being with him.
I didnt want to open my eyes as I know u would disappear from my vision once I do it....