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I saw W today again at Clementi MRT. I really wonder if god are you telling me something abt this frenship. I had gave up after what had happened last year. There isn't any mutual trust. After giving her the $250 without letting my mum knows, I have go ahead with my own life in poly. But recently, I met her again n again at many places. She are avoiding each other I think. To my mum, she thinks she doesn't know how to face me. However, for me I really dont wish to open my heart to someone who doesnt have the basic trust in our frenship. The most hurt caused was tt incident. You dont have to repay me for anything I have done for u in the past but appreciate me through giving me the basic trust needed in a frenship.
S.h.e's own composed song: Lao Po describes their frenship between them. It's very nice but then I cried while listening the words in detail. It reminds me of u. How wonderful was it the past? Haiz. How strong can I look infront f u, I ask myself. How long can this go on? Is my heart gonna open to u again... Thanks for being a nice classmate to my fren. Thanks for not forming int groupthink when it came to tt. Thanks..
To be or not to be, it's a question. What should I be? How should I go abt it? Show me the way, father.
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Three things I envy my mum a lot at the moment! 1. She went Batam with all her colleagues 2. She is at the tree-spa which was advertise by the TCs actress 3. She don't need to be bullied by her son. Aha!!! Jk. I love the time I can be with my bro now. He has been behaving well today. Not sure why but then it's a relieve for me. At least I get to clean the house in the morning & do IEF tutorial. Can't imagine I spent hrs on Tariffs. I read the textbook carefully & understand things I don't then I did prepare for my tutorial for mon. But then I still dont understand the tariff graph for Large nations. ahh...Nvm. I will understand after mon I guess.
Mum coming back tml nite. Hopes she was able to find the perfume I wanted. She wanted to buy clothes for me but then I prefer going shopping clothes on my own & anyway, its GSS already. It's no diff buying here or there now. Aha.
Alright, Exams are coming. Im more worried for IEF. I'm ok for the others. Aha. Live in uncertainty? I can't. Aha.. Guess economist is not my call. Aha!
Hmm. After completing social pycolo, I was thinking of how it has related & helped my life. I understood why people behave & react in a certain way. Hence, I really hope you are not too affected by it by now. Rmb, it's normal for everyone to react in some way to fight for survival. You may not want to outwin others, but others do. Give & take, you will find things easier to digest & get over with. Take care.
To be or not to be, It's a question.
Monday, May 21, 2007
It was my brother's 3 years old birthday on Fri & my mum booked a chalet, 3D2N. We had bbq with my uncle & auntie. Can see my brother had a great time with his Cousin, Elia. Haha! Laughing so loudly...Running in & out. aha! So happy. Didnt eat much for me cuz Im so scared of gaining weight but then the small little portion I ahve ate caused a big pimples out from my pimples.
Went wildx2 wet on sat. God...Tanned! My face & shoulders..So pain & ugly now..Ok, it doesnt make a diff anyway. Aha! Anyway, it was quite a gd weekend but then there was loads of work waiting for me to deal with. So I tried to do whatever I can ytd night after I have reached home. Aha. But then there are still many to do. This week there would be many many presentations waiting for me too. aha!!! Busy busy...
Lastly, next week would be e-learning week for quite a few modules so I hope to catch up with some work & study before its too later for common test.
To be or not to be, its a question...
Monday, May 14, 2007
I celebrated my Mother's Day at my uncle's place. My dad was the chef of the day because my uncle n grandma wanted Jap food as their dish of the day. So my uncle did the easy way n that is to BUY sushi & my poor dad did all the frying & cooking. However, there was untidy happiness within the cooking period. My mum was angry of dad for some trival matters but became lovely as ever after doing the cooking together. Alright, 2nd news was my auntie is pregnant once again. After trying countless times, & a few mischarge, finally she is 3 mths pregnant now. My forsees its a boy. Well..I hope so too!!! Cuz it would make up a chinese word, HAO to give birth a boy after Elia.
This week would be a very meaningful week. Though, tue will be a very very long day for me but then it would be very meaningful. I really appreciate all my mum has done for me for tue too. Hmm. Then, I will be going for my bro's chalet on fri after sch. Aha! Thur would be my dad's birthday & Fri would be my bro's birthday! Wahaha...After them, it would be my turn!
To be or not to be, it's a question. AHAHAHAHAH!!!
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
No particular Title & reason I have to blog today... Just don't feel like doing any work. He called to check on the process of IEF, but I was so tired to do it. So I just said not much of improvement. So he delegated the task on Statistics of ASEAN, China & Afica to me. Haiz..That's worst I guess. I'm very bad in research & yet tasked to do such an import part. I shall see it in a positive way in a sense tt he has faith me. I guess I'll try to do more research tml. I'm so tired now. I skipped this morning's lecture so that I could have slightly more slp & able to play with my bro in the morning! aha!In his eyes, I saw innocent & peace. Sad to say, we don't see that in adults. More of fakeness & anxiety. ha! Heard too much things around. Though it isn't abt me but then I feel the pain for my fren cuz I had been there before.
In FMS, we learn Replacement will cause a difference in Finance system. Similary, once something is replaced, it has lots of difference. The name belongs to u all now. It's not gonna be we anymore. It's only u, u all & I. It still live up the name of it but I have left what has supposed to be. It meaningless to force fit into it when it has been replaced at the absent of others. It's nth to me but what is it all abt to have it appear right infront of me again. How easy misunderstanding arises? How hard is it to be resolved? Don't give me a chance to misunderstand u.
Kaijun, can u re-link me? I can't get to ur new url. I need to know how ya going.Curious. Take care.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
These coming weekends would be celebration & celebrations... Ytd, mum bought me to eat Paris at Marina Sq as her way of thanking me for babysitting my bro in my holidays. She also bought me some stuffs too. & I myself bought a new footwear. Alittle heals but then charles& keith... So nice! Ok, I have been spending alot this week! Jus mainly for my bro's gift, S.H.E's play cd, heels & piano new books. Back to topic, this coming sat, will be going to my uncle's hse to celebrate Mother's Day with all Mothers in the house. Next week, I will be going chalet from fri to celebrate my bro's & step father's birthday. Aha! I have gained 2kg over the holidays. Still trying to shake it all off & here there are so many occassions that are abt eating! haha.
These two weeks, I have been very busy rushing tutorials & trying to catch up with the demands of my IEF proj. I have not even touch on the others. God.. I feel tired easily these days. Hummp! Aha... Hmm.. School seems better than I had imagine. They are gd to me, so do I and would be better too.
Kai jun, all the best in ur exams!