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Dear Kaijun,
I'm so tired now. I tried practicing my recital piece just now. Beginning, it seemed fine but as it goes, I got more & more distracted & tired. I couldn't focus on the notes & I seem to ahve a mental block. Im so worried I cant finish learning or master the piece before my recital. Haiz! Working days as a student is killing me. I can't say much abt what's going on here. I don't want to be sued, but I believe u know everything. Thanks for being there always. I guess even if one day its SGD$6 million, I would really rather go to jail. haha!
Ok, got to do my report for him again...Take care. Please come for a visit. Lend me ur strength to fight on. I'm losing this battle or rather my low confidence level is causing me to lose in this battle.
Are words always better to be unsaid? Why would u only talk to me when there's both of us only? What's ur actions telling me? I can't read ur mind nor actions. Talk to me. Make me understand u. Or m I thinking too much? I don't know.
Why m I making my life so difficult always? My mum is right. Why m I expecting myself so high? If Im made a B grade student why must I stress myself to become a grade A student? I mean...I do have A in my results but its not what I have expected of myself, but y m I like that? Can't I be more contented & live life easy & happy? I don't know.