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First time after nearly two years, I spent my sat in sch. Haha... Was it because I miss sch so much that made me willing to attend the course with my frenz? hmm... haha! Anyway, it was fun today. Though it was a long day & I had to wake up very very early to attend the course, but it was very enriching. It was a pleasure to work with weixiang and edward that goes without saying. One is full of joke, one is full of brain. haha! Anyway, I was more like their accountant. haha! It was fun though. In charge of the finance part and still get to learn how they make their choice of investment. Both of them were very knowledgeable. They know how the market might work, hence I would just listen and voice my opinion if I really had to. haha!
Anyway, it has been a wonderful time this week. Nevertheless, I will have to start my engine real soon and be prepared to fight through another semester before I get a break! All the best to myself!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
My new semester has started. The actual speed has not kicked in yet. It starts next week like any other semester. However this is the first time I'm feeling so so so happy to be back to sch. I miss schooling days after itp. Though itp was great too but its so diff. Making me cherish my study life more. Study life may be stressful but such stress are caused by my own high expectations. Unlike, working life. The working stress is more serious. We depend on that salary.
Anyway, school has started great for me. How I wish such feelings would stay always. Frenz ard me. When was the last time I felt important by frenz? I don't rmb but maybe from this very sem, I might feel it. haha. I'm not being demanding. Just that, I have always been rushing n rushing. I have always been fighting and pursuing in my studies, piano & so many that I don't slow down my pace to really see who is right beside me nor who is trying to catch up from my back. I hope that by slowing down my pace, I can see more things. Appreciate even more! And of cuz, achieve more. haha!
Monday, October 08, 2007
I wouldn't say I'm very happy at this moment just because my attachment is coming soon. I'm adapting to the kind of life now. Rushing and rushing work. Running around the office to complete all transactions. Most importantly, I like working with my pretty manager. Her smiles brighten up everyday. Now that Im going back to where I suppose to be as a student. I may not be very happy especially with the kind of challenges I might be facing but then it might be a wake up call to me that studying is not as stressed as working after all. I should start learn to let go my stress & enjoy life. Appreciate the chances of studying & not take it as an obligation.
Lastly, should I say it's a miracle in my life? No, I guess it's the great plan of god. Yes, I thank god for everything. The reading on sunday was about being a non-profitable servant. Loving someone without expecting any returns. Yes, it made me think that I wasn't what I was in the past. I always thought I don't expect any returns from u but when something happened, I was angry that u didnt appreciate me. Didnt trust me but now esp after the reading I realised I expecting alot from u because of the love & all I gave u. So now using this sem, I hope to attain to be one who could give u uncondition love & frenship. Even if at the end of the day, u would still couldnt make a stand on ur own, I wouldnt be upset nor angry of u. Instead, I will feel happy because Im a step nearer to god's word.
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Another week more to complete my attachment. Time flies very fast. Especially when we are busy. This week seemed very stressed and busy. I'm so tired. Couldn't carry on with the work at times but then a smile from her brightens up my day. No matter how tired n down I am, she is there to help me. She is there to comfort me. I must definately get something gd for her today. That's why I arranged with Liling to go out today to look for gifts. I thought of jus buying from airport but seemed not sincere enough. Anyway, I hope I can cope today cuz Im so tired! & there are still so much work waiting for me to complete. I guess I either leave to sun note or carry on next mon.
He talked to me regarding my character ytd while I was doing OT. Somehow he can foresee me to be like him in the future. A workholic. Someone who has many thoughts in life. Having thoughts in life is gd? I rather not have thoughts at this moment. I feel too stressed to keep up to his (& my) expectations.
One week more to a new sem. What can I expect fromt his sem? Gd results? Frenz? Quarrels? Tears? I don't know. I wannt put a full stop to all of my thoughts but I just can't. Its come to me so naturally.