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A friendship test kaijun want me to do.
You Are a Good Friend Because You're Supportive
You are almost like a life coach for your best friends.
You give them help when they need it... but you also know when to give them a push.
People tend to rely on you for moral support and advice.
You've probably always been mature for your age, so this is a role that's you're comfortable with.
A friend like you is one of the rarest kinds.
You are both a good mentor and companion.
Your friends need you most when: They are confused or worried
You really can't be friends with: Someone who only wants to complain
Your friendship quote: "The only way to have a friend is to be one."
For kaijun
11:38 PMYou Are a Good Friend Because You're Supportive
You are almost like a life coach for your best friends.
You give them help when they need it... but you also know when to give them a push.
People tend to rely on you for moral support and advice.
You've probably always been mature for your age, so this is a role that's you're comfortable with.
A friend like you is one of the rarest kinds.
You are both a good mentor and companion.
Your friends need you most when: They are confused or worried
You really can't be friends with: Someone who only wants to complain
Your friendship quote: "The only way to have a friend is to be one."
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Term break is ending soon
8:21 PMThough there is a few days more including next week's new yr and all that, but its very clear that term break is over. Well. I would say I enjoyed my holiday quite alot. Alot of watching drama. Da dong! Haha. Similary, Im crasy for him again. Don't know why whenever I watch his shows during my holiday, I will go crasy for him. haha! He's so attractive. Ytd went ktv with mum n kaijun then mum said in e future my bro's jie fu will be something like tt.. haha! Too bad I don't have a model fig, neither do I have a wonderful face. haha! So nah I won't be so fortunate but mum say a real gd guy would look at ur quality not what u have, but what u can give.
These days I get very emotional and wants to just find a tree and support on and depend on. However, when I burst my dreams n return to the reality, I know that's not the way. It will never be like fairy tales. Maybe more like a drama. Tragic. haha! So i'll just rather go crasy for someone who never would be in my life. omg! haha. I'm so crasy! Zhong ji yi jia is gd!!!! (if u can take the long long storyline)
Going back to work soon. Getting serious. I hope everything would be fine soon.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Piano recital
11:23 PM
Monday, December 17, 2007
Piano performance
10:30 AMMy piano performance was great ytd! Maybe it wasn't my performance but its the presence of christ, parents n frenz ard me that made it so special and wonderful. Little mermaid's love story, I made a mistake. Didn't know y I can't get through that part. There was a jam there. haha! But I didnt stop so not obvious. haha! Overall for lost love was gd! Heard from the responds from audience. We had break and I went to say hello to mdm yam n her hubby. Goodness. Sec sch teacher coming to my concert? heez.She is a music and maths teacher herself. haha! I guess her comments are very important as she her profession is music too. Ok, give thanks. No mistakes at all. In fact I felt that it was rather well played. Hahha! The most touching part was right after I played Give thanks. Parents usually give some small gifts to their kid but guess what... I had 3 bouquet of flowers? Who presented it to me? My brother!!! HAHAHA! everyone clapped and laughed. So little boy holding three bouquets of flowers. Kind of covering the whole of him. I was so shocked to see him holding so many things!
It had been a fulfilling day ytd. Nevertheless, its had been because of ppl I love. I guess this is the first touching thing Liling has done for me. haha!
I also saw ur presence ytd. U blessed me with peace and calmness when I was playing songs praising u. Thank god.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Last paper but not the end of stress
8:25 PMFri will be my last paper, Electronic Commerce. I have not touched my EC file at all, not saying starting to study or revise for this fri's paper. In fact, I don't know anything about EC. Anyway, got to complete half of it tonight. Definately have to cuz I took a 4 hr nap. Didn't know why I was so tired and slept for so so long.
Went to uncle hse to pass smthing to auntie n grandparents but Aunite went overseas, left grandparents and the baby. Hmm. The told me alot. Somehow I feel so sad for my grandparents. They are already retiree yet have to be worried and angry over so many things. haiz!
Ok, though last paper is this fri but that's not the end of my stress. In fact, I dont feel much stress for EC but then its my sun's performance that is stressing me alot. Haiz! I'm afraid I will fumble. As the day is approaching, the more I'm more afraid n would make more mistakes.
Though xmas festival is approaching but somehow I don't feel like doing or gooing anywhere. I feel so stressed. Even if its holiday, i have 3 projects to complete. Will they people really do smthing or do I have to rushed it on my own? I don't know. I'm taking things very very hard now. haiz. How... I'm so afraid of sun. Confidence level shaken from time to time.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
I gotta go on my own way/ when there was me & u
2:36 PMI was rather shocked that my fren's gf was the gal from TP whom he met during our attachment. FATE can be very funny at times n to make things happen it have to be like 2 straight lines intersecting with each other. Once my SS teacher told me that and till today I cosntantly felt it very true with real life examples.
I saw ur nick: "You are dreaming of her every moment". I heard my heart stopped beating for a min. haha! I saw u smiling. I saw ur happiness. I saw ur joy. Maybe my little mermiad wasn't all about e past I have but maybe towards the end its u. I like to dream. It isn't mine, neither would it ever be mine. I will make sure it won't be either. I just like to eat tibits! haha. Nicole, I belief u know whats my tibits. haha!
Maybe the fact that I had expectations of u was the fact tt I was running away from. Thinking back, no reasons shld I expect anything from u. Hence, I might as well dream and go on with my life. haha!
"Do u know that u aren't the girl guys would go for now? U make us feel small and incompetable". It meant to be frenly talk ar...haha. Im glad abt tt. To me, there are more than jsut what u guys pursue for now. I want L-T achievements like $. S-T? Might be a want but not a need. So let's put aside and face sat's common test with courage and confidence!
All e best to all my frenz!
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Moody days are back.
9:17 PMI'm stressed over so many things. Projects, common test and coming piano recital. Next sat will be the first paper on Credit Management. Honestly, I don't quite remember a single bit of CM. Skipped a few lectures on that because the lecture is on a monday morning, 9am. Usually can't wake up due of late night on sun night. haha!
Projects...There seemed to be alot of things to accomplished. Still, I ensure myself that I m capable to deal it and to lead well. There was a reading which I came across in an article. A leader is not about being the best or being the most capable but to be able to coordinate the whole group. I guess I have not achieve it very well. I can't coordinate my team? I don't know. Frenz say yes I could but I felt I didn't. Maybe I just didn't do as what I have planned or aimed to be. High expectations of myself.
I guess I am some sort ready for my piano performance. Just that I'm still uncertain if I will get so nervous and fumble in my actual performance. Many people are going to support me. I don't wish to disappoint them and I hope to achieve the highest point of my emotions and technique level at my actual performance.
You may or not remember what I have done for u, but that doesn't matter anymore. I will act in god's way; loving unconditionally. Whatever I do for u or all of u, is my love for u guys bcuz all of u r god's children. Whether u appreciate a not, I guess u guys should feel the consequence. To me I should feel proud for what I have done for u bcuz Im acting closer to god by being helpful n I should keep myself away from the negative thoughts.